小瑞瑞的部落格

                                                                                
  昨天下班後去了媽祖廟
                                                                                
  對著神明祈求生活能夠過的更好
  問了工作的方向也懇求著孩子們的平安                                                                             
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
  幾乎很久很久沒有拿感情事求神問卜的我
                                                                               
  拿著香，看著裊裊昇起的煙，祈求甚至是乞求著

 就這麼跪著，誠心誠意俯伏而拜懇求神明的垂憐
                                                                               
  過往的回憶隨著委屈和心痛一陣陣湧上來
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
  拿著小巧古樸隱隱泛著光澤的紅色筊杯
                                                                               
  就在擲筊的時候忍不住掉下了眼淚：
                                                                               
    「無論未來生生世世如何輪迴
                                                                               
      請完全切斷我和他之間的因緣
                                                                               
      他欠我的，不必還也不用還了
                                                                               
      從現在起，我和他，兩不相欠」

            筊杯落下，聖杯。